officially single...whooho...=D
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
00:03
status:officially single =D
hhmm...heard frm a fren tt we had a silent break...hhmm..interesting i wasnt informed hahaa...diao...anyway this sets me off on the post-dump cycle
1st comes paranoia...wat made him hate me...wasnt i gd enough...wasnt i pretty enough...didnt i do everyth he wanted...wat wrong did i do...did he even luv me...was he playing...was wat tt person said true...
2nd comes hurt...how will i forget him...i'll miss him..i'll miss his touch n kissing...i followed my heart n got hurt im nv doing tt again...he wont reply my msg...he doesnt even wanna see me...goin to sch will be torture...
3rd comes the blame game...i didnt spent enough time with him which lead to the break up....he ignored me...i wanted to make it gd but he didnt cooperate so it was his fault....
4th comes anger n hate....tt damn guy was playing with me...he wasnt worth my time anyway...he was such a flirt damn shldnt have listened to his sweet words n his frenzz...tt idiot was using me...cant believe he moved on so fast hope he burns in hell...shit how can he capture a heart smash it then go on to capture another he doesnt have a heart man....is he a coward or wat cldnt he break up with me to my face wat the heck is a silent break anyway...
after all these i kinda calm down n regret all the ths i said....i wish him luck in life wateva it is...it wasnt anyone's fault we juz drifted apart...we juz werent meant for each other...i hope we can still be frenzz like ur other 13 ex...hope we still can play bball together...rmb wat weijian said pls dun let it become like tt...
after everyth is done i move on like he did n ambrace singlehood...he'll juz be a fren i noe like any other ex i had...hahaaa...n tts tt...it's over after ard a mth or so...so fast sia...hahaa...damn....juz realise im gf no. 14..damn....i feel so not-important..hahaa...diao....wheres my bai ma wang zi when i need him..hahaa...a frenz nick said tt every gerl will find her prince juz tt hers got lost n wont stop to ask for directions...hahaa..cute....maybe mine found a really gd eating place n juz pigged out there n was too full to find me..hahaa...diao...hhmm..so heres to singlehood once again...cheerss =D btw this means i will no longer blog abt him!! whoohoo...double cheer?ahaa...kkzz...nitez then muackzz...tmr will be a better day hahaa...tata.... =D
PS:i didnt mean wat i scolded kz?juz crapping ard..hahaa...sry...
