kingdom slpover
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
14:30
* [ FoReVeR fRiEnDs // hearts of [lurve]... ] *
church was chaotic on the 25th us gerls were running ard looking for ppl to give them their presents we were so busy tt we didnt eat the buffet until the veri end n the food were disappearing fast so were the wautons!!*sobz*didnt get to eat them though prisilla ate the last one!!!dun worry dear i still luv ya..hahaa...after eating we decided not to go orchard n get squash but go hm...so we all went hm...the gerls met at 5? for dinner?with our king...i wasnt there though...was having a delicious family christmas dinner..i left after eating the ben&jerry's ice-cream..=D packed my bags then left ard 9.30/10? took the train n bus to the bus stop nearest to tammy's house n waited for those SLOW n CRAZIE gerls to pick me up..haha...it was so dark n creepy there manzz..mummy ask me to stand infront of a house in case someone wanted to kidnap me..ahaa...well this car pulled up infront of me then laughter the nite...oh man how i luv those gerls hahaa...i hopped into the car n listen to how pathetic i looked sitting there...ritezz..wateva haha...got to the house safe n sound but not my hp!!!i dropped it in yong fei's car sighzz...pammy was late she havnt even packed yet..sighzz..the nearest the latest..hahaa...sweet home alabama was on so we watched tt then we tried to watch narnia but it was too draggy in the front so we watched white chicks..haizz...i wanted to watch initial D but majority wins sighzz...u noe how ppl say tt a certain song has a connection to someone or a certain memory?well mine's a movie...haizz...the first time he kissed me the first time he said i luv ya...haizz...damn tt basturd....ggrr....well..at least yong fei was laughing smth we hadnt seen in a long time...hahaa...oh ya we baked a cake for him but everyone asked him abt the cake so it wasnt really a surprize...hahaa...sighzz...after tt movie we took so many full kingdom photos!!yay!!after so long hahaa...i finally found out tt my cam had a timer!!yong fei left then we went up to kelly's room to tok n stuff tammy went to her room coz she cldnt slp in an air-con room...then pammy slpt...then amanda...so onli me sockz ruth n kelly were awake the radio was on the whole time...midnite radio played sm really old songs...haha...now than i noe..haha...we toked abt the ghosts in our schs n other huanted schs..n freaked ourselves out..we toked abt church..JC..camp...n lots of stuff...it was so fun..hahaa...kelly freaked us out with the little gerl ghost in her house....n stuff under her bed...gosh...we were slping there ya noe!!!hahaa...n ruth told us abt the ghost climbing through the window...shuckz there were so many windows in tt room!!!aahh!!we toked to ard 7 then slpt till 10/11...they kept trying to pull me outta bed...first they tickled me then they took my blanket then tried to pull away my bolster but i hang on when they finally took the bolster i fell back to slp...hahaa...i finally woke up n joined them brushing their teeth...we had tuna toast for breadfast then we watched initial D..yay!!we had noodles for lunch then we went to the pack to sing play catch walk the dog n look out for those ACS guys tammy told us abt..hahaa...amanda was going to leave n request tt we walked her to the bus stop...all of us ended up leaving hahaa...met yingqi for pool but was told we werent old enough...damn she let us in b4 lor...then we went to the arcade to play those basketball shooting game...we were horrible!!the ball kept hitting the top of the machine n flying back out i think it hit someone behind me..hahaa...sad case...it was even lower than tt 357 hoop lor...haha...we went to popular then decided to go play bball at 322 but kaijin n gang were there so we walked ard sun plaza then went to look at the clothes at this fashion then we went hm...sighzz...i was so damn tired!!my cusion were at hm we ate dinner they went then we watched prj runway then the man utd match then i slpt like a pig on the couch then moved to my warm comfy bed..sighz...it was such a long day...*yawnzz*..haaa...happy reading this...haahaa..=D
ps:will put up the kingdom photos after i get them frm manda...=D
singing for my Lord!!
13:44
oh man carolling on the 24th was the best!!it was so much fun manz...n hearing all those cheers n applause was totally amazing!!it feels really great to sing to the Lord n all the non-believers...at first i was kinda embarrass with so many ppl watching but after getting abit high on christmas spirit it was alright...first we sang at the steps of ginza plaza there was like an echo so we sounded really nice...ppl crowded ard to listen..we then proceeded to the blks ard ginza...at first we thot tt we were kinda soft but the ppl at the top floors cld hear it n ppl actually clapped n whistled when we shouted merry christmas they shouted back it was so cool...ppl actually took photos of us singing we felt like stars tt nite...as we became more high we became more bold we started shouting 'merry christmas jesus luvs u we luv u too!!' in chinese n eng...tammy shouted at the bengs hahaa..how crazie is tt hahaa...we shouted at passer-bys,in coffee shops n everywhere...it was much better than singing at ppl's houses...it was like bringing the christmas spirit to the heartland's...we shld do this every yr...we cld have sang more songs n went more places but there was church the nx day n the guitarist were dying hahaa...more my sis than timmy..hahaa...we gave out fliers inviting ppl to SBBC..i think onli two gerls came for our christmas service...sighz..anyway it was the bomb!!save money on the bus too...maybe we cld go to other areas to sing nx yr....so looking towards it...yayy!!merry christmas ya'all!!=D
hhmm...my 2006 goal..
Friday, December 23, 2005
23:03
erm...so i finally toked to him..err..forgot when..hahaaa....erm..so i asked him how he was he said like dat or smth like tt..hahaa...erm...then i asked if we were still frenz he said still frenz then i asked abt the gerl he liked he said wad gerl wor..hahaa..ritezz....then tt was it...pathetic ritez...haiz...at least tts settled...hahaa...now i can say hi n stuff knowing tt we're still frenz..ritezz...hahaa...crapz...haizz...shit i need a guy...now!!!hahaa...haizz..all those luvey dovey movies r taking its toll...feeling the need for a bf n the package tt comes with it...hugging, kissing n stuff...hahaa...diao...its like suddenly all the guys have gone missing hahaa...or they're off limits..sighzz...hhmm...single on christmas again..sighzz...trying to keep one through valentine's day,my birthday n christmas...nx yr i think...hahaa...maybe i'll try to have the same one through out all those festivals..hahaa...well...maybe tts my nx yr's goal...hahaa...keeping a guy for long enough to go through these with me!!haha..yayy!!=D diao...hahaa...well check back again to see if i do reach tt then hahaa....merry christmas...byezz muackzz....=D
how now!?!
Thursday, December 15, 2005
23:33
o man he's online...i wanna tok to him n ask wat happened but im too scared...o man..i noe i promised not to write abt him..sry...bear with me for awhile..hahaa...ying qi said i shld tok to him confront him then we can be frenz again..haizz...i dunno wat to say shld i ask him if he wants to play bball nx wk?or shld i juz let it sizzle away then tok to him in sch....or..haizz..i dunno wat to do...hhmm..tts y i dun date guys frm sch....higher chances of not getting over them coz u see them everyday....diao....same grp of frenz somemore....how to play bball with my/his frenz if he doesnt wanna see me...haizz...thinking if im the prob or he's the prob..haizz....damn....i think i shld go pack my bag now for nanax'/sis chalet...got work tmr too..aahh...shit....dunno wat to do abt him..nvm...throw tt thot away first hahaa....must pack pack pack!!!!
*muackzz* byezz..*waves* nitez.. =D
officially single...whooho...=D
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
00:03
status:officially single =D
hhmm...heard frm a fren tt we had a silent break...hhmm..interesting i wasnt informed hahaa...diao...anyway this sets me off on the post-dump cycle
1st comes paranoia...wat made him hate me...wasnt i gd enough...wasnt i pretty enough...didnt i do everyth he wanted...wat wrong did i do...did he even luv me...was he playing...was wat tt person said true...
2nd comes hurt...how will i forget him...i'll miss him..i'll miss his touch n kissing...i followed my heart n got hurt im nv doing tt again...he wont reply my msg...he doesnt even wanna see me...goin to sch will be torture...
3rd comes the blame game...i didnt spent enough time with him which lead to the break up....he ignored me...i wanted to make it gd but he didnt cooperate so it was his fault....
4th comes anger n hate....tt damn guy was playing with me...he wasnt worth my time anyway...he was such a flirt damn shldnt have listened to his sweet words n his frenzz...tt idiot was using me...cant believe he moved on so fast hope he burns in hell...shit how can he capture a heart smash it then go on to capture another he doesnt have a heart man....is he a coward or wat cldnt he break up with me to my face wat the heck is a silent break anyway...
after all these i kinda calm down n regret all the ths i said....i wish him luck in life wateva it is...it wasnt anyone's fault we juz drifted apart...we juz werent meant for each other...i hope we can still be frenzz like ur other 13 ex...hope we still can play bball together...rmb wat weijian said pls dun let it become like tt...
after everyth is done i move on like he did n ambrace singlehood...he'll juz be a fren i noe like any other ex i had...hahaaa...n tts tt...it's over after ard a mth or so...so fast sia...hahaa...damn....juz realise im gf no. 14..damn....i feel so not-important..hahaa...diao....wheres my bai ma wang zi when i need him..hahaa...a frenz nick said tt every gerl will find her prince juz tt hers got lost n wont stop to ask for directions...hahaa..cute....maybe mine found a really gd eating place n juz pigged out there n was too full to find me..hahaa...diao...hhmm..so heres to singlehood once again...cheerss =D btw this means i will no longer blog abt him!! whoohoo...double cheer?ahaa...kkzz...nitez then muackzz...tmr will be a better day hahaa...tata.... =D
PS:i didnt mean wat i scolded kz?juz crapping ard..hahaa...sry...
so sry...=D
Monday, December 12, 2005
00:42
thousand apologies...i've been blogging abt him for quite afew post le..guess u guys r sick of it le hor..hahaa...sry...must let me get over it lar....or wat pastor says must dren(ren) with me for awhile..hahaa....to sockZ....sry i didnt blog abt camp....to those reading....thx for tuning in everytime n reading my boring posts w/o slping hahaa....i seriously got no mood to write....hahaa...but im writing now..hhmmm...riteezzz...hahaa...erm...my luv life has broken down n is waiting for further repair yet again hahaa....sadzz...so now i hate guys...temporarily =D
stupid silly me
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
21:13
stupid me
crying again n again for him
when he no longer responds to me
how stupid can i be
to let him do these things to me
wanna stop these hurtings he does to me
but smth is stopping me
O someone pls help me...
