i wanna eat pandan cake!!
Saturday, November 26, 2005
19:38
o man camp is onli 3 days away...thinking when to pack n wat to pack hahaa...so excited...hahaa..hhmm...thinking if it'll hurt our relationship tt im leaving him when we juz got back together...maybe i'll go out with him on mon or smth...hope he's free....thinking abt how freaky it'll be tt onli afew of us will be on the island on the 1st day...hahaa...i think i'll start freaking myself out..hahaa...thinking of slping under the stars....thinking if he'll be faithful while im away hahaa...crap shld stop thinking abt him le...make mi so fan...haizz...its like im glad we're back together again but i dunno if he really wants it..hope we'll go back to wat we were last time....i cant believe he didnt regard me as he's stead today...shit...i hope he isnt playing with me...really really hoping n wishing tt it'll work...i've done much for him le....i'll do anyth for him to make it work...serious...sounds pathetic but i cant stand being single again...like got nth to fall back on...haizz....im thinking too much again hahaa...diao....damn im craving for pandan cake...hhmm...maybe buy one to camp hahaa...diao...my whole post like not connected de....hahaa...like writing random stuff....hahaa....erm...maybe i shld start packing for camp le....hahaaa...muackzxzz...byez
PS: i still wan my pandan cake!!!
back together again..
14:10
work ended early ytd so i went to play bball with sarah.. decided to ask weibin to come out n play with us coz the BB boys were at camp...but he didnt reply...was kinda pissed but wat the heck...so rah called zhi zhong to come down n unlike sm ppl he came down...we played until 7 then rah went hm so i started toking to zhi zhong while waiting for ying qi n sandra to come...they were at suntec watching harry potter...he told me smth n i got quite pissed but i'll survive...hahaa....wei bin msged me asking me smth..not gonna tell u hahaa....when ying qi n sandra came zhi zhong left then we sat at the deserted ball court thinking wat to do nx...at ard 7.40+ i left to go change out of rah's clothes to go hm...i walked pass kenneth n co. n kenneth asked if i was still with weibin then i said no they said smth else but i cldnt/wldnt hear it...weibin msged me saying tt he still liked me n asked for a patch...i was missing him n stuff so i agreed...haizz...im still in doubt though...
michel's BBQ
Saturday, November 19, 2005
23:08
here r some pics frm michel's BBQ last sun:
The 2 chio bu netballers joce n nana
adeline n nana
our class hunk n ass.head prefect anthony
anthony again in the backgrd n tts justin our head prefect in the foregrd
our cook for the day justin yayy!! *claps hands*
michel n leroy i think leroy wants to kill michel BBQ him then eat him..hahaa...
rah n nana tasting the food
rah n nana i think the food is poisoned juz look at how sarah is smiling...i think she's going crazie hahaa....
adeline woah...pool champion wor
our legs lazying ard-nana,rah n me
ATTENTION!!!
me rah n nana
me rah n nana
trying to look angry....rah was smiling
we were trying to look angry hahaa..more like going to cry...
mr fork n mrs satay stick they followed rah everywhere hahaa
double twist
our frenship star nice blue backgrd hor..it's rah's bball shorts
food glorious food
me nana xinli desiree n rah we jumped into the pool!!hhmm not sure where adeline was at tt time she jumped in too...
single again?
22:54
status: temporarily single? hahaa...wateva...hhmm...my boi says he's busy n stressed i think...haizz...he wanted a break frm our relationship....or frm me maybe? it's like no matter how stressed or busy he is i dun understand y he cldnt like share it with me or smth....haizz...feeling abit angry now...but i think i'll wait for him...hahaa...the irritating thing is tt i read the msg when i was watching harry potter with timmy n sockz...siannzz...so damn spoiler lar...hahaa...had so much fun shopping with them....we were kinda high after buying the turtle n piggies...hahaa...they r ttooo CUTE..hahaa....the pig is called ashley the runaway pig....hahaaa...
oo...u noe watz the other irritating th? it's onli 4 more days to our 1 mth n he wanted a break??!!!haizz..sianzz lar....hhmm...if we get back again do we count frm tt day or frm the 23rd oct?hahaa...lame qn sia...hahaa....diao.....nvm...guess i'll enjoy being single again...hahaaa...diao....nitez....muackzxzz...=D
wateva...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
20:25
everyone thinks there's smth wrong with us...we juz dun look the way we shld...i cried today coz u didnt care abt me at all...all ur frenz had to try to made me feel wanted...haizz...wat the heck...nx time u go out with ur frenz dun ask me to accompany u if u plan to ignore me...it juz sux okie...u r making me look like a fool for standing up for u ...so wat the heck lar...i mean i luv u n all but i think i might have had enough...hope we can work through this...
i luv u but....
Friday, November 04, 2005
19:23
hhmm...are my expectations too high?or am i looking too much into his action?sighzz...i noe i sldnt compare n stuff but i cant help but want him to notice me more...has our relationship become jaded so soon...sighzz..i hope not...i guess im starting to like him more n more...the more i look at him the cuter he becomes...hahaa...so lame...but i admit...hhmm...i pray so hard tt wat others say r not true...getting hurt again is last thing i want...hhmm...it's kinda weird tt when he doesnt touch me i dun exactly feel the luv or wateva tt is...hahaa...maybe spenting more time with him alone might do the trick....i dunno...i find myself getting more clingy now..i myself find it irritating i think..hahaa...crap...a fren told me tt having a christian bf might be better...they wldnt lead u to temptation or smth...i dun really care if he's christian buddist or wat i juz want a little TLC frm whoeva...hhhmm...guess i think too damn much...haizz...crap...juz to let u noe...i luv ya boi no matter wat others say...i luv ya boi no matter wat u do...juz dun treat me like a stranger...ever....hahaa...juz kidding...bleahzz...
= jave n ghost 4eva =
