* [ FoReVeR fRiEnDs // hearts of [lurve]... ] *
Monday, February 07, 2005
23:27
* [ FoReVeR fRiEnDs // hearts of [lurve]... ] *
sigh...im slacking in my blog how nice.....bleahz...update:ankle is better can walk,run but still abit scared to jump scared break again....hahaa...i joined X-country and floorball!!yay!!!finally got the cca i want...then get to train with amin!!!dunno y ppl see me waking ard,sitting and going hm with him then say tt he's my bf haizz...my gd fren onli mahzz...think so much for wat?!lame lar...sec 3 is so sucky lor...physics teacher like crap....a maths n e maths do until got headache at least i passed my first chinese test....haizz....we sec 3's r so rebelious always kana scolding hiazz...we juz hate to obey...so fun to be rebelious...haahaa...so lame...didnt go to sch today...didnt feel like it n then got a bad headache n a flu...haizz..juz b4 chinese new year sia so suay....haizz....i've been thinking of him lately longing for his warm hug again....n for him to call me darling again...so lame....i noe it'll nv happen again...n it's all my fault i shldnt have said wat i said i sldnt have juz gave up when he said bye sld have fought back into his heart...i saw the hate in his eyes when i walked past him it juz broke my heart...we met again but it wasnt the same he didnt hold my hand he called me by my name he didnt hug me like b4...he got attached hope he's happy....i cldnt bare to see his frenster pics...with him n his gf...i noe it's lame but it juz hurt...the two relationships after him was crappy....coz my heart wsnt there...sighs....so lame im sry to break sl's heart...it juz wasnt meant to be..u luved me but i used u to get over him...how stupid of me....u treated me so well yet i nv luved u ur frenz called to scold me i cried but i wont blame them....valentine's day is coming n im single once again haizz...but at least theres smone accompanying me...thx to him =p been listening to good charlotte alot lately....screaming music is so soothing...i luv them...green day is cool too....avril is still no.1 her music is so calming...=p been taking alot of neoprints recently...i took with reena n geena after sec3 campbreak then with reena n ash after s'pore river learning race first time take with ash...it turned out quite nice...then i took with my sis then with reena n geena again....yupz...tts all nth much le...mummy screaming coz i haven t eaten yet..haizz....dun feel like eating....nvm must pls her...byez...
