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hot fuzzz!!!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

23:21

time seems to drag when u expect someone to msg though u noe they wont...sigh...im so used to checking my hp during class or aft sch tt it becomes a habit..hahaa...how pathetic...went to cut my hair at a jap salon at velocity hhmm...i think my hair looks like my old hair hahaa...then i went to meet my sisters at amk hub to watch hot fuzz..its damn funny lahx..lolx...its a true blue british movie lahx...with all tt f-ing n motherf-ing hahaa...we went to wow noodle house or smth to eat but i wasnt hungry so i went to walk ard while my sis eat...i stopped at couple's lab to look at the rings n necklaces when i rmbed him telling me 'the first thing i'll do when i start work during the hols will be to buy u a couple ring.' as he hugged me close...sighz...smtimes i wish i have stm so i'll forget things like these..hahaa....
i duno watz worse...to be his fren (though seeing him but not touching him hurts) or not being his fren (not seeing him hurts even more) haix....either way i hurt..yes aft so long i still hurt hahaa...sighz...i duno if he or anyone else still reads my blog anymore lolx...bcoz im boring hahaa...oyar...did i mention tt he cut his hair?lolx...damn short n ka-boom lolx....so small boy sia..i prefer his old hair hahaa...

u make u wan me more

Saturday, June 23, 2007

22:05

i spent the whole day with him ytd...i went to his house to get some com games frm him plus his grandparents said they havnt seen me for very long...i was going to watch his match at cck at 6 so i slpt at his house first...i woke up to him kissing me n it was like we were together again...i spent the rest of the day in his arms it felt so nice yet so painful...we got up to eat lunch then left when mel n retro turned up at the door....we met everybody else at the station n left for the match...there were onli 4 girls there so i stuck with eva while sandra stuck with jolie the other team got sm weird ppl sia..lolx..1 look like n sound like a girl then another 1 like donald duck hahaa...the butt so out de...hahaa...then walk n run so weird de....we won 101-26 yayy!!!the other team's girls so fierce sia they scold us then stare like siao....they say we foul ppl nv say sry de...come on lohx..also not like we purposely foul them de sore loser lohx...we hung ard for awhile then went bk to smb...we went bk to his house to eat..i slpt in his arms again then went hm at ard 11+...was kinda confused aft tt..i didnt noe if we were like bk tgt ornot...i asked him but he said we shld remain as frenz first...haix...i miss him...

hafiz is kinda scolding me now hahaa..he says tt he's taking advantage of me...i shld let him noe tt frenz means juz frenz no kissing n all...shuckx he says im horny hahaa..siao lohx...i guess i'll try not to be tempted to kiss him..hahaa...kinda diff lohx..lolx..he hasnt told anyone yet so everyone still treats us like a couple how weird...i duno wat will happen to us...he still talks to me almost everyday, walks me hm n stuff...so nth has changed..kinda...shuckx i miss him...

the angel will keep me safe

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

02:20

hhmm...crying 3 days straight really sux but i cnt help it...i feel depressed bleahx...i will have to make a decision whether to wait or not...i think meanwhile i'll wait for as long as my heart cn take the pain....arwin suggested i put my ring bk into its box but it feels weird not to wear it...hahaa..i think its become a part of me...i feel safe with it on...he says coz my 'door' is still locked..hhmm...guess he's right =D thx arwin n SW0702 for cheering me up...i think i'll be bk to normal soon...