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nice chi-na man

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

23:57

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ahhh...shuckzz...kana detention today....i dun smoke lar...didnt fight with anyone either....i was juz....late...sighzz...for juz one freaking time n i get a freaking detention...sighzz...heng onli 1n a half hrs suppose to be 2 de....sighzz...heng got reena to pei wo also hahaaa...gd th sia...poor as...i think she having hers tml....alone w/o us...sighzz...poor gal....anyway thx to the super duper nice chi-na man who saw me shivering in the rain waiting for the ultra slow traffic light to change and offered to shelter me all the way to the MRT woww!!!these kind of ppl actually exist?!!and they're not juz a myth??!!!hhmm...interesting hahaa....although the umbrella was ultra small n made the whole right side of my body wet i totally wanna thank tt man for his super duper kindness which made the gloomy day a little brighter...at least for me...=D anyway smth funny happened today...my fren was sheltering me to sch in the morning n we were like toking n toking then the moment we stepped through the gate she disappeared along with the umbrella...i was like thinking hhmmm...did the aliens strike again?or did she run so fast tt i didnt see her running?hhmm...so i stood there thinking in the rain for juz a moment....then i suddenly felt like i shld look down..so i did n there she was lying there...she had slipped on the drain covers....sighzz...so much for my theories...hhmm....i think i better go snooze le...yawnzz....nitez (^-^) meow...
PS:anyone noe whose e-mail add this is-> coolshan97@hotmail?he calls himself cute beng boy or smth..hhmm...if u who this person is juz tag me ya?thx =D

racial harmony day

Thursday, July 21, 2005

18:37

shit lar hate tt damn woman...cant she herself keep track of her daughther??!!!y must u always bloody accuse mi of lying!!!u r crap lar still wanna quarrel with my pa....bloody idiot....hate u lar....i help u already u still turn ard n scold mi....gggrrr....i wanna bloody rip of her mouth....*poutzz* anyway i wore a aqua green sari-or wateva it's called- with a a top n pants with these weird patterns...but it was kinda nice though....went to ash's house to meet geena n reena they were wearing the the same kinda costume as me sarah n jie ying also only ash was in a qong sum...she looked kinda cute..ahhaa...i wore a rubber band with a flower on it-thx to my dajie-so many teachers said tt it was cute shuckzxz....the flower was cuter than me!!!*sob*but i still like it hahaa.....my costume was kinda revealing coz it showed my stomach....so didnt noe if it was allowed but i wore it anyway...i almost got pulled up on stage for the 'best dressed' competition by my teacher he eventually gave up after i hugged my legs n kept saying no...hahaaa...yayy!!!i was nice...i knew no one was a match for me =D i was giving other ppl a chance...see im so nice =D after recess reena went hm n mr sulaiman tricked us into being models for the day it was kinda fun =D we took alot of shots there were other ppl with me in the shot but after they were done with the group shots they wanted me fora close up!!!they said i was the most cheerful one...shldnt have laugh so much....sighzz...the pics will be in a poster or smth....hope they give me some shots of it....*breaking into a million $ smile* after all the pics were done me,ash n sarah stayed downstairs skipping Amaths yayy!!!me n ash were playing five stones n sarah was making ketupat we onli went up when it was eng coz we were still having the proj read presentation we got to go to the library yayy!!!got air-con mah...=p sighzz...wasted time there then sch ended....we were supposed to go take neoprint de but reena went hm sarah going tampines n geena had band so left me n ash onli so sad sia....so we went to mac for lunch then went hm to get my cam then went downstairs to take pics with ash n dia...dia helped me with the eyeliner she drew the inner sides n i did the finishing touches mi mum said it finish the indian kinda feel....tts today....sighz nth much le...toking to fynette now he said -quote-anyway you are very pretty today ya-end of quote- smilezz...but he said i still looked very european....hhmmm...weird ppl say look malay european even canadian but nv chinese...sighzz...theres smth wrong with me...hhmmm.....maybe it's my brown hair......

im okay...really....=`<

Sunday, July 17, 2005

00:52

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sighzz...mummy's not hm im bored...gggrrrr....i wonder y all my frez r attatched now...sighzz...i feel.....left out?lonely?unluved?sighz...was conferencing with sarah,jiande kia jin juz now....then dunno who asked mi if anyone got jio me ornot...then i started to feel bad for myself....sighzz...i feel so damn unattractive larzz...gggrr...thx for reminding me larzz....i conviced myself tt having a bf was too much work too many probs...but i actual fact i think i need one...juz so i noe at least tt one person will really be there when i hurt or cld go out with me juz coz im bored...sighzz...i guess i juz feel tt i need someone other than my usual frenzz when i've got probs...i feel like a bloody pain in the ass to them...alwayz complaining abt stuff...i noe tt tts wat they've there for but...sighzz..i juz feel so extra...when everyone goes hm i have to go hm even if i dun wan to coz i cldnt find anyone who cld go out with me in such short notice or i juz didnt wan to disturb them...like i said i dun wanna be a bloody pain in the ass....i find tt gal so lucky no one likes her but she still has her bf to fall back on..to cry on..n juz to be there for her...maybe im jealous evn if tt guy IS such a bloody idoit at least they have each other ritez?me?i have no one none nahnah zero...sighzz...i hurt to have no one...it feels so bloody painful...o shuckz i need to cry..shit...i need chocs...i need my jack daniel's(which is disappearing n onli one left)sighzz...i dunno y everyone can have such a gd relationship while mine always falls apart..juz FYI most of the time we broke up bcoz of bloody unapreciating unattractive stupid idiot ME....gggrrr....i cld kill myself i really cld...y do i always make myself unhappy?i luv myself dun i?...sighzz...life sux again...hhmm...i guess life is always gonna be sucky for me whether i have a bf or not...shall push this unhappiness to the back of my head with everyth else...ggrrr....all this sighing is making my hair white -looks at hair in horror n screams then faints to the floor-im so gonna fail my chem test again lar..i suck at it i hate it!!...yes fynette i noe the more i say it the more i will suck at it....ggrr...juz cant help it...i luv physics so much better....hhmm..someone told me tt maybe i was supposed to be a boi coz im so much better in maths n physics n all those calculation crap....i dunno...maybe it wld be better to be a boi...sometimes....hhhmm...my eyes r hurting again....it was really red on fri...sighzz...i've gotta go slp now...i've gotta wake up early tml...parents not in s'pore so no taxi...sighz..gotta take the bus..shit...i hate buses...so dirty n it makes me wanna puke...fyi the last time i puked it was pink n it flow down the abus as the driver hit the brakes...i ran off the bus as soon as the bus reached the bus interchange dint want to let the driver scream at i felt bad enough....ps:thx to the auntie or uncle who cleaned up the puke really sry but the driver's driving sucked...i cldnt help it...oo....n thx to the auntie who gave mi tissue n hugged mi like a mother until it was her stop...lurve her...anyway...my eyes r hurting so much i cant bloody see..i guess i sld get off the com now b4 my eyes fall out....nitezz...byezz...muackzxz....lurve ya all....=D

first week of sch...

Saturday, July 02, 2005

21:23

hihihiii!! how're u guys doing?=D the first week of sch was boring....i wanted to die...totally...sighzz...it was the nite before the first day tt i suddenly realise tt i havnt done like most of my hw *horrorz!!!*arrhh!!!!anyway i woke up at 4am juz to finish the hw which were to be handed up tt day oboy was i a walking zombie tt morning!!i even had those panda eyes O.O sighzz...had spotcheck tt day...the freaky form teacher of mine was so veri convinced tt i had highlighted my hair n wanted to send me hm she was like 'u think i colourblind arh?'aarrgggg colourblind?nonono....u r juz plain blind!!!crap...almost 1 third of my sch was send hm tt day to much of their delight....i was so sad when tt woman didnt send me hm....i was so ready to bury myself in my bed n juz go back into la la land...aarrgggg....tt nite i slpt at 11pm n woke up at 4 the next morning...AGAIN!!!yawnzz....panda eyes AGAIN O.O sighzz...finished the other half of the hw...kinda at least..hahaaxx...it was another boring day....bleahzz...i was so totally trashed tt day...had to go hm n slp....when i got hm the $@#%#@^$# family downstairs were taking out their floorings n the #@%#@$ drilling were giving me a crappy headache...when i went to the toliet it was like a surround sound of the drilling crap...i thought i was going deaf....went to hide out in my room coz it wasnt tt bad in the room...i on the air-con closed the door n so called tried to slp....wat a joke....bleahzz...they stopped at 5 which allowed me at least 2hrs to slp b4 i wake up n do my hw AGAIN...shuckz i hate sch....aarrgggg!!! the nx morning i decided not to got to sch->reasons: 1.tt day's subjects were so totally crappy 2.i was so totally trashed n couldnt drag myself out of my soft-l0vely-comfy-amazingly nice bed 3.+i had tt stupid piercing stomacache again..really!! i slpt till abt 1-2pm? i woke up to the stupid drilling AGAIN!! i had to get out....i msged dia then i went to have lunch with dia n ash...by then the drillings had stopped...but shit it rang in my head....aaarrgg!!!i wanted to scream....aarrrggg....while in mac with ash it started to rain n i sarted to freeze.....bbbrrrr....mummy came to sit with us for awhile then mi n ash went to sch i was wearing my stupid green slippers n i kept sliping!!i almost fell so many times aarrggg....while walking through the blks we almost bumped into our maths teacher but we ran b4 she saw us hahaaaxx....then we started to creep through the blks until our teacher was far,far away hahaaxx...we ran to sch i needed to use the toliet but the idoitic blue man wouldnt let me in coz i wasnt in my freaky uniform aarrrggg....i wanted to bloody strangle him aarrggg....but i had to keep to my cutesy look n look more blur n shocked then angry....LIKE REAL aarrgg....there was a teacher beside me...bleahzz...+i was wet n freezing...the nx day in sch i heard tt we got the comb to our lockers the day b4....it was so bloody diff!!!it was like left left left then right then left agin or smth like tt larzz...gosh my small pea-sized brain couldnt rmb the bloody comb so reena became mi personal locker opener hahaaxx...thx gal...to make things worse ours were right at the bottom aarrgg....im sharing the lockers with reena,geena n ash it cost a bloody 24bucks for half a yr sarah was sharing hers with jie ying....it think it's crap tt they installed it in the canteen it looked so stupid to be sweating over the lock while ppl sit ard u eating n watching a live show of whether ur legs will give way first or faint b4 u get the locker open...hahaaxx...my bloody teacher thought i pon sch on weds....she is like so totally waiting for mi to do smth wrong lar...aaarrrgggzzzz....hate her....jie ying had a bday party on thurs we had pizza drinks n a weird jelly-like green cake hahaaxx....i expected it to be black forest or smth but wateva hahhaaa...ash pon-ed sch on fri n left me alone to rot in phy n chem class...*curses*dia n resmi was with her...i told the woman tt ash missed the bus n was late....then after sch tt woman called me i told her ash was in the toliet looking for smone or smth...but she kept calling!!aarrgggzz....o man ash u owe me ssooo bloody much...(she's having high fever now poor thing get well soon kkz?)went to far east to get my specs n to accompany mi sis to try her contacts....the poor gal kept tearing....hahaaxx...n while she tear i went shopping!!yayy!!hahaaxx...evilzz....i found the black beads i saw in the seventeen mag...im sharing it with my sis btw hahaaxx...the nice auntie emily at the stall asked me if anyone had approach me to bea model...hahaaxx...grinning like siao i fought back the wanting to say yes hahaaxx..evilzz....mi a model?like totally get out no seriously get out...hahaaxx...dun worry i didnt say tt hahaaaxx...it would so funny if i did hahaaaxx.... went for mi 2nd sis's farewell dinner after tt at the coffee club at raffles place it was freezing i had garlic prawns even after i had a half-a-foot sandwich at subway hahaaaxx...im a monster!!i also had the tiramisu mudpie n some muddy mudpie....we took pics outside coffee club then we sat at the big grass patch infront of coffee club to chat....i was so bloody bored...i was the youngest there....gd th there were these skateboarders skating infront of us there was this chinese gal who could skate quite well...the police came n they all disappeared sighzz....i went to walk ard abtit then came back to see these cannot-make-it bikerz jumping ard...onli 2 to 3 of them were using the rite bikez lor....n the ones with the correct bikez kept doing a stunt which needed the rims they didnt have....idoitss!!!the police came again most of them ran afew stayed to act big lamezz....finally we went hm....thank gdness =D i went to a yawnzz boring movie today at 4.30 then went to harbour front to shop then i went hm...then i sat down n wrote this =D thx for reading my damn boring life now dun u have smth better to do?^-^ yourz truely princess (^(oo)^)