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my first time...=X

Friday, June 27, 2008

14:05

hahaa..hello ppl =D welcome to my new bloggy!!whee!!
oooooo...im so addicted to dark crystal milk tea!!!rite twin?!=D
nnnnn im addicted to this music beat game someth like rockfever....now im tempted to buy a PSP!!!BOOOO....but no money..=( plus i still wana go GSS shopping!!
wa im greedy muahahahaaa...=D

Labels: addiction =D

hot fuzzz!!!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

23:21

time seems to drag when u expect someone to msg though u noe they wont...sigh...im so used to checking my hp during class or aft sch tt it becomes a habit..hahaa...how pathetic...went to cut my hair at a jap salon at velocity hhmm...i think my hair looks like my old hair hahaa...then i went to meet my sisters at amk hub to watch hot fuzz..its damn funny lahx..lolx...its a true blue british movie lahx...with all tt f-ing n motherf-ing hahaa...we went to wow noodle house or smth to eat but i wasnt hungry so i went to walk ard while my sis eat...i stopped at couple's lab to look at the rings n necklaces when i rmbed him telling me 'the first thing i'll do when i start work during the hols will be to buy u a couple ring.' as he hugged me close...sighz...smtimes i wish i have stm so i'll forget things like these..hahaa....
i duno watz worse...to be his fren (though seeing him but not touching him hurts) or not being his fren (not seeing him hurts even more) haix....either way i hurt..yes aft so long i still hurt hahaa...sighz...i duno if he or anyone else still reads my blog anymore lolx...bcoz im boring hahaa...oyar...did i mention tt he cut his hair?lolx...damn short n ka-boom lolx....so small boy sia..i prefer his old hair hahaa...

u make u wan me more

Saturday, June 23, 2007

22:05

i spent the whole day with him ytd...i went to his house to get some com games frm him plus his grandparents said they havnt seen me for very long...i was going to watch his match at cck at 6 so i slpt at his house first...i woke up to him kissing me n it was like we were together again...i spent the rest of the day in his arms it felt so nice yet so painful...we got up to eat lunch then left when mel n retro turned up at the door....we met everybody else at the station n left for the match...there were onli 4 girls there so i stuck with eva while sandra stuck with jolie the other team got sm weird ppl sia..lolx..1 look like n sound like a girl then another 1 like donald duck hahaa...the butt so out de...hahaa...then walk n run so weird de....we won 101-26 yayy!!!the other team's girls so fierce sia they scold us then stare like siao....they say we foul ppl nv say sry de...come on lohx..also not like we purposely foul them de sore loser lohx...we hung ard for awhile then went bk to smb...we went bk to his house to eat..i slpt in his arms again then went hm at ard 11+...was kinda confused aft tt..i didnt noe if we were like bk tgt ornot...i asked him but he said we shld remain as frenz first...haix...i miss him...

hafiz is kinda scolding me now hahaa..he says tt he's taking advantage of me...i shld let him noe tt frenz means juz frenz no kissing n all...shuckx he says im horny hahaa..siao lohx...i guess i'll try not to be tempted to kiss him..hahaa...kinda diff lohx..lolx..he hasnt told anyone yet so everyone still treats us like a couple how weird...i duno wat will happen to us...he still talks to me almost everyday, walks me hm n stuff...so nth has changed..kinda...shuckx i miss him...

the angel will keep me safe

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

02:20

hhmm...crying 3 days straight really sux but i cnt help it...i feel depressed bleahx...i will have to make a decision whether to wait or not...i think meanwhile i'll wait for as long as my heart cn take the pain....arwin suggested i put my ring bk into its box but it feels weird not to wear it...hahaa..i think its become a part of me...i feel safe with it on...he says coz my 'door' is still locked..hhmm...guess he's right =D thx arwin n SW0702 for cheering me up...i think i'll be bk to normal soon...

picture update

Thursday, May 31, 2007

00:26

i was bored lahx

Fy's bbq

SW's gaybois hahaa

underaged ppl (kinda) bleahx

starship trooper =D

double choc frm donut factory yummy!!

babewatch =D

px's love hahaa=D

sista love<3

us with the bday boi cheers

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

23:49

the class gals n the super extra yr 2

SW0702 rox

twist!!!

me, the guys n the cake =D

our bodyguards

me n the joker

me nanax n rahx

me n the bday boy,hawks

hhmm....guess bball is juz not for me...i went for tryouts n ran like mad but didnt get in...i kinda wonder y but i was scare i wld start crying infront of the coach if i asked...aiya shld have asked now i keep thinking wat i did wrong...sighz...i cried on baobei's bday feel so damn bad but i feel comfortable crying to him even though he gets upset when i cry..hahaa...sry arhx...=D baobei hope u did get another choc cake hahaa...if not u really gona kana stomachache le...hahaa....hhmm...hope u like ur present...hope u had a wonderful bday =P

hhmm..i went out with the punks on sat to celebrate hawks bday...wa wa so happy to be out with them again i kinda miss those days when we wld crap with each other everyday especially with hawk n bubbly the 21st century ppl hahaa...nerdy aiman became punky aiman aft his haircut hahaa its actually quite nice hahaa...we went to play pool ard PS n saw luo ping n fren(i forgot his name hahaa)then XL, joseph they all found us...they watched us for awhile then went to get a table...haix...i was damn off form tt day so sadz...my hands r dying hahaa...XL n gang carried on playing aft we left...we went to cathay to get hawk a cake n took grp photos...we continued taking pics on the train...we were taking pics as if no one was on the train hahaa...i'll try n post the pics...but some r still with nanax n bubbly...man i love tt day...=D

oya my class took some pics too =D

Monday, April 23, 2007

21:48

i nv knew how heartbreaking it was to be told that u were not made for ur dream.guess now i noe...now i duno whether to agree with him n not go for the try outs or to fight it...wat if they tell me the same thing...haix...so super disappointed with my playing today...ah....suddenly dun feel like playing anymore....rejection(or the truth) feels worse when it comes frm a loved one...sobz....=(

leaving moomooland

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

21:34

well..i'll be leaving aus on fri..kinda fast..kinda sad coz i'll be leaving my sis her alone in this creepy dirty house..lolx..poor th...well..i found out tt she's not tt evil...lolx..when she's not nagging me lahx did more things with her here than in s'pore i think...sad huh..well..she taught me how to play tennis hahaa..quite fun actually but nd to control my strength n learn how to hit straight lolx..okay so we were picking balls more than playing but it was quite fun..lolx kinda hope she does get her honours n comes bk...lolx..funny huh since i didnt like her b4...well things change n ppl change...for the better of coz..hhmm...i'll be going to the city tml to shop somemore lolx...i alrdy bought 2 shoes 1 slipper 5 shirts n 1 shorts..so fun haha....shopping eating again getting fat soon..cs said i look fat in my display pic..sadz manx..gota exercise when i get hm then..haix..hhm..heard frm sockz tt results coming out on 5th feb..so fast huh..i'll e bk on 3rd feb then nx day go church then gota take results le..*screamz*im kinda scared...wat if i fail..

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

23:59

eh..so..well..my dear honey wants me to blog so here i am..=D miss me?lolx well..i've been reading through all my post after he agreed tt it was a bunch of crap..lolx well i've been pretty depressed huh?boring life i say!!now im a changed woman..gerl?ahh...wateva..im a changed person!!=D (much better)well..so im now in australia,moomooland aka gispland writing this at 3.03am to the sound of my mum's breathing aka snoring =D lots have changed since i last wrote...im now no longer single n happily attached to a bball player aka weijian!!!wootwoot *kallang wave!!*lolx well..according to a post written on the 15th of dec i wanted to have a bf through out valentine's day,bday n christmas...when its fulfilled!!lolx*another kallang wave plus ole ole cheering* but wait valentine's day hasnt come yet..well..i think its almost been 9 mths since we've been together wow i surprize even myself..lolx longest eva..3 cheers for me..lolx well he checked out my blog n asked me abt a post dated 7 oct where i said i fell for smone..lolx paiseh manx cox its not abt him..lolx i think i bruised his ego..lolx well he's trying to sweet tok me to slp now..lolx anyway life is much better now..no petty arguments no morestupid bfs or ex-bfs no more blogging abt studying (until i get to poly) no more boring holidays coz duh im in australia!!then i'll be going thailand..hhmm..rich gerl?i dun think so...coz thailand's a cheap place..=D well...life is gd now...no more saying tt the grass is greener on the other side coz MINE"S GREENER!!ya hear!(to imaginary neighbours)well...think i better slp now its kinda late..lolx 3.23...ooo....i had this idea of going bk to sch to pei fishy in class n stuff....we have to wear uniform n attend flagraising!!wana come?lolx...im onli in it for the recess food really..lolx...im not crazy lahx bubbly im juz bored..lolx...nitez..=D

Saturday, August 26, 2006

18:58

the computer's the only light in the room
i've been sitting here since noon
im bored out of my mind,
my brain's rotting soon
i've got a big family,
but im here all alone

how sad....